my brother and me went to a grocery store today and used the bus
in busses and trains it is an obligation to wear masks because of the piece of shit corona virus (obviously)
nowdays some people dont wear masks in busses and trains
just like today in the bus . several younger men and women didnt wear masks . OK ....the pandemic is not as it used to be and i can understand
however . my brother and me we were standing in the middle of the bus and next to us were 2 guys in their 20s / early 30s who i thought are pakistanis . (but i think they were arabs of some sort . willl explain more below)
as you know i have a dislike towards south asians , afghans , gypsies , north africans , gulf arabs , and mongoloids and certain blacks too . even though i of course look mostly on the personality on people and will not hate anybody based on their ethnicity alone . but i am prejudiced against them and i am sick of seeing so many of them around (but cant do shit against it and cant say anything because i also have immigrant background etc
when i see south asians especially i get a strong dislike and i often remember the south asians who trolled and insulted me in forums etc. lol
anyway these 2 guys didnt wear masks . i thought ....eeh ...typical for such people as usual to not obey laws . but not a big problem and i didnt say anything because if i would have to say anything to anybody who doesnt wear a mask then i couldnt keep up with it
and then . the guy in front of me coughed . and for some reason it triggered the fuck out of me and made me angry as fuck . i said to him "you dont wear a mask and then cough " and he looked at me with a scared but also angry face and said "what ? " . i said you are coughing and dont wear a mask wtf . he said i only have a little cold . i said still you have to wear a mask you cant just cough like that in the bus . by the way i have to add that i cant hear well today because my ears are full with some shit and i have a small cold myself . so i didnt hear everything he said
he turned to his friend with an angry face and had his eye on me and said something in their language . it sounded like arabic but i am not sure . i thought they are pakistanis the whole time . and it seemed he insulted me . i said "what ? you want me to beat you up ? " he said something like i will go out now anyway no problem (regarding the mask) and i said yeah go to the door right now i dont want you here next to me fuck off . i was very aggressive to him
i mean i was also worried that his coughing could give me or my brother corona . that was the biggest trigger that made me angry
and now i feel bad and guilty . i overreacted like an idiot . but i couldnt control myself . i feel sorry . fuck my life
in busses and trains it is an obligation to wear masks because of the piece of shit corona virus (obviously)
nowdays some people dont wear masks in busses and trains
just like today in the bus . several younger men and women didnt wear masks . OK ....the pandemic is not as it used to be and i can understand
however . my brother and me we were standing in the middle of the bus and next to us were 2 guys in their 20s / early 30s who i thought are pakistanis . (but i think they were arabs of some sort . willl explain more below)
as you know i have a dislike towards south asians , afghans , gypsies , north africans , gulf arabs , and mongoloids and certain blacks too . even though i of course look mostly on the personality on people and will not hate anybody based on their ethnicity alone . but i am prejudiced against them and i am sick of seeing so many of them around (but cant do shit against it and cant say anything because i also have immigrant background etc
when i see south asians especially i get a strong dislike and i often remember the south asians who trolled and insulted me in forums etc. lol
anyway these 2 guys didnt wear masks . i thought ....eeh ...typical for such people as usual to not obey laws . but not a big problem and i didnt say anything because if i would have to say anything to anybody who doesnt wear a mask then i couldnt keep up with it
and then . the guy in front of me coughed . and for some reason it triggered the fuck out of me and made me angry as fuck . i said to him "you dont wear a mask and then cough " and he looked at me with a scared but also angry face and said "what ? " . i said you are coughing and dont wear a mask wtf . he said i only have a little cold . i said still you have to wear a mask you cant just cough like that in the bus . by the way i have to add that i cant hear well today because my ears are full with some shit and i have a small cold myself . so i didnt hear everything he said
he turned to his friend with an angry face and had his eye on me and said something in their language . it sounded like arabic but i am not sure . i thought they are pakistanis the whole time . and it seemed he insulted me . i said "what ? you want me to beat you up ? " he said something like i will go out now anyway no problem (regarding the mask) and i said yeah go to the door right now i dont want you here next to me fuck off . i was very aggressive to him
i mean i was also worried that his coughing could give me or my brother corona . that was the biggest trigger that made me angry
and now i feel bad and guilty . i overreacted like an idiot . but i couldnt control myself . i feel sorry . fuck my life
